( Note: This blog post has been corrected for a few minor errors and misspellings)
We all LOVE lingerie, don't we ?
Isn't it a "must have " even for the casual crossdresser?
If you go back....... Like waaaay back when you were young, wasn't your first encounter or curiousity with crossdressing ( That got the best of you! ) with lingerie?
It could have been as simple as a pair of panties, which is how many boys start, or with some other feminine undergarment that caught your curiosity.
Maybe you were one of the rare ones who decided to go for it and went "all out" the very first time you experimented with crossdressing. I'm pretty sure most of us didn't though, and our first times were with one of the items mentioned above.
The first experience I can remember was being at my grandmothers house near Williamsburg, Va. I think I was five years old and we lived with her for a short time. The reason I remember being that age was that my brother was born when I was five also.
I was putting on panty hose in the living room and my grandmother caught me. I say "caught" but I actually felt no shame in it, other than doing something that I shouldn't have been doing I guess. Maybe I had seen my grandmother, or mother putting them on and I wanted to imitate them. There must have been a reason why I took them and tried them on. ( I cant remember where from in the house) I remember being scolded for it though.
This curiousity disappeared until I was a bit older.
I looked in my mothers dresser drawer after coming home one day. I was about fourteen or fifteen years old. I'm not even sure why I decided to look but I know I was drawn to her very feminine undergarments. I also found a vibrator and a book .I found out later, that it was a very popular book at the time , and still available . It was called "Forbidden Flowers" by Nancy Friday. She wrote a few books, the most popular being "My Secret Garden" but I STILL havent read that one.
I got curious and would put on her panties and read the book, along with the vibrator ( which came about later) I would imagine myself being the woman in the stories. These were letters published in the book of women's sexual fantasies and experiences, and I would orgasm imagining myself in these situations and then I would feel ashamed afterwards quite often.... Perhaps we all did
A bit later, when Greg ( my first) began fucking me,
I would wear the panties for him also, but when we couldn't get together, I would think of him while wearing them, pleasuring myself with the vibrator and the book.
If you go back and read "My first time with a boy as a sissy" it gets into in a bit, along with losing my virginity to him.
It felt natural and the panties were the item that I started to express my other gender with. I didn't wear dresses in those days but I did start wearing the panties and girls jeans as I mentioned , and those "high waist" panties that he loved me to wear whenever he decided to fuck me.
I would like to ask YOU, the readers of my blog. ....What was the first thing you remember?
Did you just try something on as I did ,only to have it reappear years later , or was it a progression?
Please comment and let me know!
I'm very interested in what you other girls have been through, and I promise to publish every comment that you make.
Thanks again for reading, and I truly am glad you are reading my blog!